Saturday, July 08, 2006

Note: I thought about posting this a long time ago and always hesitated - finally did on Sep 14th. Don't really know why it took me so long. As for my "hopeful" wish, let's just say it didn't materialize ... and that's actually good, since I've dramatically changed my opinion on the "cool, distant girl"... Wait a sec, I think I actually like her.

The hours that did follow

Well, well… you’ve come a long way mate.

Two girls: one sexy from here to kingdom come, moving like there was no tomorrow, distant… but sexy distant… most probably following the "cool, yet distant" standard; the other girl… prissy, cute … Christian… wow.

Who do you go for?

Well, I have to say the day started with me going for the former, but something happened. I changed my mind somehow when I started talking to the second girl. She just… made me feel better.

I had one of those strange moments where everything stood still, like nothing was around us. This happened in the middle of a club with loud music that made our conversation oh so much more difficult! Yet, it was all so still. My heart went at its normal speed as if I got immersed in a feeling of re-assurance, of … belonging. That was it: I belonged there … in that moment… with that person. I don’t know, maybe I saw too much into that moment, into that conversation. It has happened before after all… but what if this time it’s different?

I sure hope so.

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